a bad dream 8.7.2007-06:16am
i just woke up from a bad dream. i found out that my fiance was seeing someone and was unfaithful to me. the dream was so real that i woke up so angry and i wanted to burst out in tears. the feeling was horrible, painful like you want to gouge your heart out just to get rid of the pain. i'll try to recall the details and write down what happened, here it goes... we just finished having lunch with my twin brother erwin when donna and i had an argument about something. we were quarelling out loud until i got mad and walked out of the house. i was outside for like 30 minutes and then i got back to the house. my fiance wasn't there, only my twin brother waited for me. he talked to me and said that i should have listened to what my fiance was saying to me earlier and that sometimes i should be humble to listen to her suggestions. i realized that i was wrong and i wanted to apologize to my fiance immediately. she wasn't inside the house when i looked for her so i went outside eager to apologize only to find out that she was making out with her cousin just near our house. i was shocked for a moment, i just couldn't believe what i saw in front of me. i suddenly felt like cold water was poured down my whole body. and then questions rushed in my mind WHY??? WHY IS THIS HAPPENING??? WHAT ARE YOU DOING??? and then it came out and i shouted the words. then my fiance's cousin ran, and i chased him. i was so angry i wanted to beat him up. he was getting farther so i shouted that he's a wimp and a sissy. he got provoked and ran back towards me. we fought, i got hurt, and then i woke up from my horrible dream. i felt sooooo bad and sooooo angry when i woke up and felt like crying at the same time. i still felt bad even though i realized that it was just a dream. i decided to write it down so i won't forget about the details and share it to my fiance. have to take a shower now and go to work.
a poem 8.12.2007
right now i want you to know
you are deeply cared for
at times we're silent
you know i won't forget
when it's hard to keep in touch
and quality times aren't much
i know you'd understand
our love would forever stand
if an apology is needed,
a need for us to be bonded
wrote a poem for our love's sake
i'm sorry for my mistakes
a promotion 8.9.2007
Dear Kits,
We are pleased to inform you of your promotion to Consultant (C) effective July 1, 2007. With your promotion and your APPR rating of EE (exceeds expectation), your new monthly salary will amount to PHPXX,XXX, subject to taxes.
sweet! =)
thank you God for the blessings!
