i felt sad this morning... i got scared of being rejected, of being hurt... i got scared of getting attached to someone and finding out that the other person doesn't feel the same way. i just recalled how hurting it was after breaking up with someone that you loved so much. it was such a sad experience. sometimes, that experience gets the better of me... sometimes i hesitate to give, sometimes i hold back in loving and caring. to sum it up, i'm scared of getting hurt again. but i don't want this to stop me from giving my best... i won't allow the past to overshadow the present. but then again i'm weak, i can't do this alone... i can't give something that i don't have, i can't give love unless i have it in me... and this love can only come from one source - God.
i prayed to God at velasquez park after having lunch today, and i'm greateful for the refuge that God offers. i felt lighter, better, and normal after praying.
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verse for today:
"blessed is the man who fears the LORD, who finds great delight in his commands" -psalm 112:1
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he he he =) bakit kaya purpol ang kulay... I think it relates to someone new that you love... he he he...
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