pungok jr. =)

daniela veronica q. dela cruz (7th week)

cutie cute cute!

my handwriting

You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a person who thinks before acting, intelligent and thorough.
You are diplomatic, objective, and live in the present.
You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action.
You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.

What does your handwriting say about YOU?

mitchikoy's dolphin encounters =)

i've had encounters with polar bears, panda bears, sea lions, and siberian tigers...

i'd love to see a live dolphin too! sooo cute =)

inside me

"inside me"

lonely alone and depressed
why do i feel all this emptiness?
frustrated, angry and confused
i ask myself, where is happiness?

i seek for the reasons why
having questions left unanswered
i don't want to hear a lie
and have my hopes shattered

what is life without you?
can't you see i'm sad and blue?
what is real and true?
then i realize, all i need is you

you fill all my emptiness
in you, i have peace
in the midst of my sadness
i found you, my missing piece

07.19.2004

~*~*~*~

a poem i wrote inspired by amy lee's song "october".


to the One who completes me, thank you for filling up
the void and eternal portion in my heart.

"...He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has done from beginning to end".
- Ecclesiastes 3:11

scripture to meditate for one more year

He has made everything beautiful in its time...

Ecclesiastes 3:11

friday escapade

went to mall of asia with my officemates and project manager to have our lunch. we ate at chef d' angelo. i ordered fish and chips with green ice tea. 'twas also the first time of joey to visit MOA and also the first time for us to meet engel's gf. rushed back to office after a scrumptious lunch =)

future family members

John Keannu T. Quita
Aileen Kelsey T. Quita

song of the moment...

Somewhere Only We Know
by Keane

~*~*~*~

i love this song, 'twas used as the background track for
"the lakehouse" movie trailer.

i miss you d....

superman returns

watched the movie @GB3 last thursday with tyrone, mariel, joseph, meanne, eugene, gina, imee, roselyn, lovela, a churchmate from cebu, and... i already forgot who (old age?)hehehe =)

anyway, it was a great movie... *ang gwapo* sighed gina everytime brandon routh's face is shown up close onscreen hehehe.

would have even been a better experience if we had the chance to watch it in SM mall of asia's IMAX theater, unfortunately it's fully booked for three weeks.

bayad dito, bayad doon

dami kong binayaran this month end... whew!

insurance, apartment, retirement, and the lot i bought.

dumaan lang sa ATM ko sweldo hehehe =)

our online slideshow via YouTube.com

dudeski and donskieh

Kung Wala Ka
by Hale

Natapos na ang lahat
andito pa rin ako
Heto nakatulala
Sa mundo, sa mundo...

Di mo maiisip
Di mo makikita
Mga pangarap kong
Para sa'yo, para sa'yo...

Ohh...hindi ko maisip kung wala ka
Ohh...sa buhay ko..

Nariyan ka pa ba?
Di ka na matanaw
Kung merong madaraanang
Pasulong, pasulong...

Ohh...hindi ko maisip kung wala ka
Ohh...sa buhay ko..

Sundan mo...
Ang paghimig na lulan na aking pinagtatanto
Sundan mo...
Ang paghimig ko

Ohh...hindi ko maisip kung wala ka
Ohh...sa buhay ko..

kewl picasa

tried this cool software called picasa and made a picture collage of donna and the kids in netherlands. i miss hear every single day and i love her sooooooooooooooo much!!! 

cutie cute cute

ang gwapong si zakoykoy =)

we went to SM sta rosa(last saturday), bought some chips and drinks at the supermart and then watched X-Men 3... solb!!!

it's a (long distance) date!!!

another one to drool for...



~*~*~*~

[quote]
...eventhough this is cleary impossible, it's amazing!
[end quote]

i am truly a sucker for love stories =)
we'll be watching this movie... though we're
two years apart (i can relate...)

the best example of perseverance

~*~*~*~

naruto kun, i'm learning a lot from this boy's character.

hontoni sugoi!

reflections for today 05-19-2006

Vacuum Cleaner

I had a little wrestling match with my vacuum cleaner this week. It was doing the wimpy-clean thing; you know, where you have to get down on your hands and knees and hand-feed it every little fuzz ball and potato chip crumb? If I'm going to do that, I might as well not have a vacuum cleaner. I could just pick up the fuzz and chips and throw them in the trash myself, couldn't I? Cut out the middle man.

Anyway, the thing had lost all its "suck-ocity." So I got it in a headlock and looked underneath to find out why. I found a little piece of sock, a length of yarn that could've been an entire sweater in another life, a hunk of rug from the kids' bathroom and a bunch of those little plastic price tag things. No wonder it didn't want to work! If all that stuff doesn't affect a vacuum's suck-ocity, I don't know what will.

At least it gave me a little reminder. When we let our minds suck up the wrong things, we can't expect them to work the way they're supposed to. There's so much garbage on TV, in magazineseverywhere. If we let our minds suck up trashy stuff, we shouldn't be surprised when we have a hard time dwelling on the things we're supposed to. We're told in Philippians 4:8 what kind of things we're supposed to think about: "Finally, my friends, keep your minds on whatever is true, pure, right, holy, friendly, and proper. Don't ever stop thinking about what is truly worthwhile and worthy of praise." (CEV)

There's lots less wrestling with our minds when we remember to fill them with the right things.
And personally, I'm also going to try to remember not to let my kids use the vacuum any more.

~*~*~*~

reminders are truly important, especially for a person like me who
easily forget a lot of things... excluding my gf of course =)

benjo and thet's prenup pics

one of my close friend and former officemate, benjo, is getting married on june 10 (this year) and i'm part of the entourage hehehe =)


this one's my fav (click on the pic for more...)

also engaged are my churchmates mark & rose, and jeremy & tess.

waiting

4 months to go... ooopss... make that 4 months and 1 year to go *sigh*

ang tagaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal... ayoko na talaga magbilang =(

if i'm a southpark character...

i would look like this =)



this one i got from toni's blog

outlet of my depression

"magkasama"

ang daming problema
kapos pa sa pera
at idagdag mo pa
kasi umalis ka

eh bakit ba kasi
ganito ang buhay
parang walang silbi
walang kulay

nung andito ka
ok pa, kaya pa
kahit maraming problema
hindi ko iniinda

hindi sa nakasandal ako sa'yo
pag wala ka hindi kumpleto
nalulungkot lang ako
sanay kasing magkasama tayo

~*~*~*~

wala lang, trip ko lang mag vent.
baka kasi magawa kong kanta.. malay mo?

bored

holy week na... walang pasok... pero wala ring plano...

sentipede

Everything
by Lifehouse

Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything,everything
You're all I want your all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want you're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything, everything.

And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

*sigh*

club morocco march 2006 - company outing

view from our bus

entrance to club morocco resort, subic zambales

view from our room

inside our room with lester, me, and joey

lobby roof art

lobby area... just chillin out with joey =)

strike a pose for mah girlfriend (wish u were here!!!)

lunch time =)

saraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap!!!

dramatic view outside the hotel

a carribean getaway???

and another one?

2nd day, island hopping =)

in a boat, island hopping

survivor island?

love month activities

>went to our church in angeles to perform for their valentine's day party, played the guitar with marlon as the vocalist. had a great time jamming with the pampanguenio's =) in fairness, they all sing well!
>celebrated valentines day alone *huhuhu*
>went to jubilation, binan laguna with my brother. we checked out his "small place" in this planet =)
>busy as usual with work, mostly preparations for the BIG project.

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!!

"basta lang..."

pilit nililibang ang sarili
upang panahon ay mapadali
ganunpaman sadyang mabagal
ewan ko ba, basta miss kita

bakit kahit saan pumunta
di lubusang maging masaya
kahit saang sulok mapadpad
ewan ko ba, basta kailangan kita

sa isang taon na pagsasama
ikaw ay mas nakilala
magkasama sa lungkot at saya
ewan ko ba, basta mahal kita

di man matugon mga sagot
sa mga katanungan ko
dito lang talaga ako sigurado
basta miss kita, kailangan kita, at mahal kita

birthday summary

it's my birthday today and here are some of the day's events:

- had lunch with my family, cake - courtesy of jona, ice cream - courtesy of my sis, rest of the food - courtesy of dadi di do du =)

- went to glorietta to have donna's digital pics developed, so i can bring them to her parent's house in cavite so they can get a glimpse of her winter experience in the netherlands

- talked to my bhe, exchanged sweet nothings over the phone

- prayed at oakwood park and thanked God for giving me another year to enjoy life



~*~*~*~

"...go in the strength you have..."
- Judges 6:14

morning scripture

got this one from ness...

For the Lord watches over the way of the righteous, but the way of the wicked will perish..- PSALM 1:6...have a blessed day!!! merry christmas!!!!

"But God . . ."

[Joseph] left his garment in her hand, and fled and ran outside. —Genesis 39:12

What if Joseph had succumbed to the advances of Potiphar's wife? (Genesis 39). Imagine how he could have justified his sin. "But God, You don't want me to be unhappy, and you know how lonely it is here. Besides, I think I really love her."

What if Abram had disobeyed when God told him to leave Ur and head for parts unknown? (Genesis 12). What if he had said, "But God, I'm established here. I can't afford to risk everything on an uncertain future. I've got to watch out for Sarai. I'm staying."

Praise God that Joseph and Abram did the right thing. Joseph fled temptation; he ran from sin. Abram left Ur; he journeyed in obedience.

In life, we face both of these kinds of choices. Sometimes temptation rises up in front of us. When it does, we can either run and reap God's rewards—or we can give in, reap the sad consequences, and then make sorry excuses. Sometimes we sense that God is leading us in a particular direction. We can choose either to follow Him and trust His omniscience—or we can offer flimsy excuses and live a life of disobedience.

The abundant life of godliness is far better than a life of excuses and despair. Let's live so that we won't give in to the desire to say, "But God . . ." —Dave Branon

God does not demand success—just obedience.

jeepney driver incident

i won't forget this one...
(on my way to the office)

driver: o yung mga wala pang bayad, magbayad na...
(mga tatlong beses nya inulit)

di kaagad ako nakapagbayad dahil masikip
sa loob ng jeep.
(magbabayad talaga ako at wala akong plano mag 123)

pagdating sa town center, nagbayad ako, pero...
(yung lesson na natutunan ko, akin na lang muna)

month end activities for november

went to carl's birthday celebration at robinsons
imus, cavite last saturday. dropped by at the 'fourth'
to meet some of bhe's folks. it was the first
time carl called me 'tito' =)

had a sport fest service last sunday.
joined in the sack race contest and our team won.
went to quezon city and helped my brother
setup thin client linux network using LTSP.

had a family group leader's retreat at antipolo last
monday(holiday). had a lesson titled: "can you drink
the cup". we went for a swim afterwards, ate, and
then ate again hehehe. had a deep talk with tyrone,
asked advices regarding relationships.

after the retreat, we went to a nearby carnival.
had fun target shooting and riding the horror train.
a hilarious train rather =) we laughed our hearts
out instead of getting spooked.

called up my bhe before the day ended. exchanged
sweet nothings over the phone. i miss her soooo
much and there's only 24 days left before
christmas, buti na lang di ko pa naririnig
yung 'pasko na sinta ko' pag nagkataon, patay!
*sigh*

on making decisions (the family man revisited)

my long time friend jess (back in campus days) sent
an instant message asking me how i'm doing...

jay: bro may last question ako... musta na kayo ni GF mo?
E: eto, medyo kelangan talaga namin mag trust kay God... nasa ibang bansa sya ngayon.. isang taon pa sya dun
E: eh medyo nakaka struggle na
E: ang hirap pala ng long distance relationship
E: nakaka pagod
jay: actually mahirap talaga yan
jay: pero thats the way for you both para ma test ang inyong relationship
jay: iba iba din kasi love story natin
E: eh bakit ba kasi kelangan pa dumaan sa test palaga? nakakapagod rin kasi
E: *palagi
jay: each relationships is unique
jay: oo nga, i understand exactly what you feel
jay: you decide both, baka naman pwede umuwi na sya for the sake of your relationship.
jay: parang katulad nung sa movie ni Family Man
jay: yung kay Nicolas Cage
jay: ganda nun, its all about faith and making decision
E: yeah, i've seen that movie
E: isa sa favorite ko actually yan
E: ako may decision, pero kulang sa faith
E: si gf may faith pero wala pang decision
E: gets mo?
jay: oo nga eh

~*~*~*~

i would just like to quote a line by Kate in the
movie "the family man" when jack wanted to
move his family from the only home they've
shared together to the city.

"When you got on that plane, I was sure it was over. I left the airport afraid I'd never see you again. And then you showed up the very next day. That was a good surprise. You know, I think about the decision you made... maybe I was being naive, but I believed that we would grow old together in this house. That we'd spend holidays here and have our grandchildren come visit us here. I had this image of us, all grey and wrinkly, and me working in the garden and you re-painting the deck. But things change. If you need this, Jack, if you really need this, I will take these kids from a life they love and I'll take myself from the only home we've ever shared together and I'll move wherever you need to go. I'll do that because I love you. I love you, and that's more important to me than our address. I choose us."

Difficult Days

my quiet time for today:

"Surely goodness and love will follow me
ALL THE DAYS OF MY LIFE,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever."
-psalm 23:6

We buried my wife's father 2 days before Thanksgiving, and every year the holiday is tinged with the sorrow of losing him. No doubt your calendar contains some of these difficult days that roll around once a year, bringing fresh reminders of losses that still hurt and people you still miss. A Wall Street Journal article calls these dates "emotional land mines" and says they may be even more difficult to face when they coincide with national holidays or anniversaries of significant events.

Grief counselors point out that taking a positive step can help us deal with grief. One year we planted a tree to mark the anniversary of a parent's death and the birth of a grandson on the same day. A scholarship fund or a memorial gift can benefit others while honoring the memory of a loved one. But a deep healing of spirit is a gift from God.

You may know Psalm 23 by heart, but try reading it with new eyes today. This familiar passage of comfort proclaims: "Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life" (v.6). Not just some of the days—all the days.

When we traverse the emotional minefield of painful memories, the Good Shepherd is with us on every difficult day. —David McCasland

"The sweetest experience of God's love
can be found in times of sorrow."

distance is taking it's toll

i didn't have a good night sleep today...
i wish i could sleep and wake up on the day
where everything's back to normal.

why do i always have to go through this kind of
agony?

a lot of questions popped in my mind, my body
wanted to rest already, but it's the opposite
with my mind.

~*~*~*~

which is harder? not having a girlfriend and no
one to worry about, or have one but is in a distant
country???

detoxify your mind

break time muna... mapapalaban na naman ako sa overtime
tonight. it's 7:45pm right now, and i just thought of writing
a post in my blog for the following reasons:

1. it's my blog's birthday! (november 12)
2. i need a short break and detoxify my mind
3. curiosity about amsterdam's weather

wow! my blog reached a milestone... it's been a year since
i started posting here. i'm amused as i browsed through my
old posts. i'm glad that i had my memories immortalized here.
i just wouldn't remember all of them because of my
forgetfulness 8-) i'm looking forward to another year of
wonderful memories yey! happy birthday dear blog! =)

it's a good thing to have a blog, this is like one of my stress
relievers. i get to free my mind of worries for a while and
detoxify my brains of all the Java-related-technical-so-and
so-work-related-stuffs at work. here, i can express if not all,
most of the things that really matters to me. i'm just glad
i found a sanctuary for my mind, heart, and soul (ang drama!)

though it's a fast-paced world and constant change every
now and then, a positive note about being in the information
technology industry is that you get access to tons and tons of
information. be it about the ant's internal organs, keeping in
touch with the latest trends, and up to date live images of
places around the world. with this, i've found a site where
i can see live images of what's it like in Amsterdam. to see the
busy city life, trams, the people, and weather. below is a sample
screen shot i got from one website. as you can see it's winter
already, 6 degree celcius(sun's up though) and the people are
wearing their coats to protect themselves from the cold weather.



it's 8:15pm, i'm done with my break, back to work! whew! =)

november rain

If I could have just one wish,

I would wish to wake up everyday

to the sound of your breath on my neck,

the warmth of your lips on my cheek,

the touch of your fingers on my skin,

and the feel of your heart beating with mine...

Knowing that I could never find that feeling

with anyone other than you.

- Courtney Kuchta -

~*~*~*~

tag-ulan na naman *sigh*

when the going gets tough...

overtime, overtime, and overtime @ work

for the spirit:

Wait for the LORD;
be strong and take heart
and wait for the LORD.
-psalm 27:14

Watch and pray so that
you will not fall into
temptation. The spirit is
willing, but the body is weak.
-matthew 26:41

for the body:



been drinking this for the
past days... and somehow
it helps

Thank God It's Friday!?!?!?

i came in the office today late not because i woke
up late or left the house late. it wasn't because
of heavy traffic either. it's an irritating reason why
i was late today.

it's because the bus i rode caught the green
light of the traffic light near the bus stop i was to
step off. i ended up having to walk 15 minutes going
back to place where i was supposed to alight.
#$%#$$%$#% and top it off with a sunny sunny day
and hot weather.

i kept my cool, got my umbrella and went on my way.
and to make things brighter, i knew that jaywalking
is strictly prohibited here in alabang, i even saw
the signs "no jaywalking". i was already in a hurry
because of the bus-stop-problem, and so i saw
the people crossing the streets on the pedestrian
lane, the problem was it wasn't really visible already
so you wouldn't know or care less if you were inside
the boarders of the lane or not. i thought, well i'm
in the right area, and besides i'm crossing with
the other folks but just a bit away from me and i don't
want to be late and you know what happened???

yes, i was caught... @#$%@#$%#$% and to think that
i have just dealt with the bus-stop-problem, here
comes another one #$%#$%#$ crap!!! this is insane!!!
i complained right on the spot and told the officers
that i was on the right crossing area but they told
me that they wouldn't have me caught if i did the
right thing. frustrated, i thought there's no way of
convincing these folks to reconsider. i ened up
going to the barangay hall to either be fined P100
or to do community service for 2 hours.

*sigh* i'm already late because of the stupid bus-
stop-problem and this jaywalking-problem. what
could make things worse??? yes there's another
one. i bring my exact allowance enought to spend
for my whole day at work. i do this so i can
discipline myself and have my savings. anyway,
i can widthraw anytime from a nearby atm in case
of emergency.

and so i had to walk again to a nearby mall that has
an atm. it slashed another 20 minutes just to pay for
the fine that i wasn't supposed to be paying for in the
first place and to think that my company would
also have my salary deducted because of being late.
#$@%#$%#$% having sweat all over, i got in the office
at 9:03am which was supposed to be at 8:15am.
i went straight to the comfort room to freshen up
and have a breather. what a way to start you day!!!
nevertheless, i have a lot of lessons learned from what
happened earlier. i'm done venting, TGIF!!! i'll just
enjoy the rest of the day.. back to work NOW!!! =)

weekend events

had an online date with bhe last saturday, we chatted
for 3 hours. afterwards, i went to glorietta to buy gifts
and to pray at oakwoods park. interestingly, a stranger
(a boy)approached me and solicited for monetary support
that will be used to support scholarship for less fortunate
students. in return, i would get a calendar with an
image of Jesus and other saints. he sells it for P50.
i refused and told him that i have a different belief but
he offered a ballpen instead for the same amount. to cut
the long story short, i bought one and i asked him what
motivated him to do this kind of stuff. he said, though
it was hard for him at first, it was his desire to help
that urged him to do so. this boy has a good heart,
i ended up inviting him to our church.

then we celebrated minnie and mitch's birthday last
sunday, after our service at KFC greenbelt. i gave
hand-made soaps to both of them as gifts. the soaps
were made using strawberry and cucumber. i also gave
ethel a little "the dog" keychain as my post-bday gift
to her.

also, gary gave a treat for the birthday celebrants.
we had a sharing session for the two before the
celebration ended.

"on leave" events

had a busy day yesterday, i took a leave
from work to arrange my payments for
the monthly amortization of the lot i
acquired and monthly dues for my
retirement plan. funny because i bumped
into an old college friend while i was on
my way to ortigas.

afterwards, i went to glorietta and thought
of watching a movie because it's been
a long time, i think the last i've seen was
"must love dogs". i'd like to watch "land
of the dead" but i was too scared to watch
it alone. i can manage watching horror
movies as long as i have my girlfriend or at
least someone with me. since i'm alone i
just decided to watch a chinese action
movie (i forgot the title hehehe). i felt a bit
miserable because of watching a movie
alone, not like before where i have bhe
with me, and because the movie sucked.

senti

"my morning starts to shine with teardrops in my eyes
and here i am alone starting to realize..."

as i and my batchmates were having brunch at the canteen
in our office today, i heard a song having the lyrics above.

i heard this song played over the radio many times before,
it really didn't have an effect on me except for today.
it really struck my heart as if it wants to fall down my chest.

ewan ko, na s senti na naman siguro ako... *sigh*
buti naubos ko pa yung food na inorder ko, para kasing
wala akong gana kumain lately :(

worried and stressed out (outlet part 3)

shigoto ha mainichi, mainichi
taihen desuyou(it's so tiring everyday at work)!
i'm really feeling the idea of being a corporate
slave. i've been working overtime in the office
for two straight weeks, extending my work
hours up to 9pm and sometimes up to 10pm in
the evening.

i never dreamed of being a workaholic, really!
*sigh* i haven't finished working on my current
module and there's another one waiting in line.
bad trip! soreha totemo tsukaremashita (i'm so
tired of it)!

in my pursuit to find a motivation for all this
corporate crap, i just thought of the plans and
goals tha i've set in my life. one of which is
the lot i acquired last year. i'm done paying
the downpayment just this month, and so i have
a couple of extra bucks to save for future
investments. also, all of the loans that i have
will be over by the end of this year, yay!!!

one thing that's been bothering me lately
is that i haven't heard from my bhe since
yesterday.. and i'm starting to worry already.
i never thought that it would be so hard
being far away from the person you love so
dearly. i don't wanna worry about it too much
because it can affect my job, but it's so hard
not to be concerned of her.

please God help me to trust in you, that
you won't let something bad happen to bhe,
that you would always keep her safe,
and that you would help us to be strong for
each other and to trust in you always.

it's comforting to know that "you won't
let us be tempted beyond what we can
bear". i know you allowed this situation
in our lives because we can overcome.
help us to have faith and to trust in You.

quote

"If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it"

outlet part 2

saturday:

the feeling of missing someone has the tendency to make
me feel depressed and lonely so i decided to go to american
cemetery to give myself time to grieve and pacify all the
things that i've been feeling. this is the time when i really
appreciate that i have someone whom i can talk to anytime
that i want, someone whom i can cry and just express all
the burdens that my heart carries. i appreciate all the more
the relationship that i have with God especially right now
that someone who's so dear to me is far away.

it was a peaceful and rainy afternoon that day, i forgot to
bring along my umbrella so i got a bit wet. i felt God's
comfort when a cold and gentle breeze passed by while
i prayed. it was soothing and refreshing, i felt like God
wanted me to experience how it's like to be in amsterdam
hehehe =) anyways, i really had a great time and i read
some scriptures in the book of ecclesiates where solomon
wrote how everything like pleasure, wisdom, fame, etc.,
are meaningless, that there's a time for everything, and
how God made everything beautiful in it's time.

afterwards, i went to glorietta to meet my sister and have
a date with her. we watched the movie 'must love dogs'.
we had to wait for a while so we can watch it from the
start. so we decided to go to national bookstore to spend
some time and browse some books. i browsed a booke
written by bo sanchez, it's about how our past lives should
not hinder us from having a fulfilled future. it's a very very
very good read. i appreciate bo's courage and humility in
sharing how God radically changed his life and his
perspective about our our failures and how we can use it
as a motivation to pursue a happy life. time is up, we went
on to watch the movie.

it was a romantic comedy film, a feel good movie. we
wanted to watch 'if only' but we weren't sure if it was
replaced already or is not yet showing. also, i wanted
to see the part where the line 'what would you do if you
were given the chance to be with someone that you
lost?' was asked. anyways, the movie ended where
couples from the movie shared how they met their
partners. i smiled while i watched this part because it
made me think of how me and donna met. we both
didn't know what was coming hehehe.

sunday:

we(dad, erwin, candy, tito base, tita leni, tito chris, and
kuya butch) went to chinese general hospital early in the
morning to donate blood for my cousin's heart operation.
this is my second time to donate blood but i was still
scared of the needle that would be sticked in my arm.
we ate at ping ping's lechon for our lunch.

after our sunday worship service, my family had a get
together at glorietta for dinner. i had to leave earlier
because i still have to visit my bhe's parents in cavite
to spend time with them. nanay was waiting for me, she
told me that bhe's lola and some of her aunts also
waited but they left already. nanay and i had a great talk.
she advised me to be strong and to cheer up and to
continue on with my life as if nothing's changed. she
got teary eyed when she told me how donna was being
strong not only for me but for them as well. that her
situation is harder because we're all here and she's
alone in a place far away from us. we talked some
more and i went home already.

i had a busy and productive week... but i still miss her,
and love her more everyday.


for the boys

outlet 1 (series ito!!!)

haaaay, naisipan ko na magsulat na muna habang kinakausap ng boss ko yung isa naming opismate. eh may kailangan kasi akong i coordinate sa kanya kaso nga busy pa sya.

kaya eto, gusto ko lang mag vent ng nararamdaman ko, dito na lang muna sa blog kasi wala pa akong nakakausap na matino.

i really miss my bhe, she took off for netherlands and she'll be staying there for a year. there's not a single day that i don't think about her. there are times that i really have to shake the thought out of my head just to continue with my tasks here at work... and it's not easy.

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, haaaaaaaaaaaaay, at isa pang haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay ang hirap pala ng ganito, para akong alcoholic na tumigil sa pag inom ng alak. sa pag aalala ko sa kanya eh napa search ako sa google for information about netherlands. nalaman ko na amsterdam pala ang capital nito, maraming windmills and blazing flower fields, dutch ang language, the weather is mostly gray, locals wouldn't mind what you do for as long as you don't harm others, at kung anu ano pa. haaaay lalu ko lang yata na miss si bhe. gusto ko na nga umuwi eh kaso may kailangan pa akong tapusin dito sa office.

ang hirap, parang lagi akong may hinahanap, lagi akong di mapakali, at natutulala. parang gusto ko umiyak na ayaw kung minsan. ano bang nangyayari saken? haaaaaaaaaay!!!

naisip ko rin na baka nahihirapan din sya dun, kung ako nga eh kasama ko ang pamilya at kaibigan ko ay ganito na ako, lalu na siguro sya.

God, miss ko lang po talaga sya, please continue to guide and protect her. please help us and our relationship to be strong. i know you're in control and ultimately it's you who gives us comfort to whatever that bothers us.

i feel like i need a long vacation... di pa naman ako sanay na ako yung naiiwan. iniisip ko na lang na mabilis lang naman yung isang taon eh. pero ang tagal pa rin eh!!! sniff sniff sniff =(

"trust in the Lord with all your heart and
lean not on your own understanding. in
all your ways acknowledge Him and He will
make your paths straight." - Prov. 3:5-6

"missing you"

feeling the depths of loneliness
embracing the memory of your absence
as daylight turns to darkness
yearning, mourning for your presence

an empty park is all i see
a place with you, this i know
our happy memories follow me
visions of you everywhere i go

a purpose in everything
to trust without something to hold
to all things an ending
in your arms again, happiness unfolds

~*~*~*~

iba yata talaga pag na de depress ako,
nakakagawa ako ng poem ng di oras.
ginawa bang outlet?!?! haaaaaaaaaay
i really miss you bhe!

Flickr

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first bump

bakit kaya ang mga babae ang hirap i-spell-ingin pag minsan? after five months of a smooth sailing relationship, for the first time, we had a bump. i can sense that she has a problem eventhough she says she's ok. how can i help if she won't tell me?

i wish i had psychic powers, unfortunately i can't read her mind.

*sigh*

my first nephew =)

name: virgil zachary b. quita
born: July 8, 2005, 3:30pm
weight: 5.0 lbs

proud father: erwin u. quita
loving mother: jonalyn b. quita


inside the nursery room


under the hood =)


awwwww, so cute!!!


proud grandparents =)


my turn!?